lonely boy

2009-10-18T20:29:00.000-07:00

been ages since i posted anything....
eoy results= :( 3 subjects get back only pass 1. and still got people come show off their marks in front of me. freaking pissed.
family relationship hasnt been kind to me either, being bossed around like a piece of trash shit, what the heck is wrong with this world. Did i offend anybody in my past life.
yeah, you people told me to move on with life, but waddahell do you expect me to go? its not like there are many options for me anyway. go home, get scolding. go school, also get scolding. i feel my life is like almost 80% gone. you people tried to help, but yeah, it makes things much worse than you expect. eff it man, im sick of this lowlife.

2009-08-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

lol today damn tired....
morning go school try chiong emath, but cnt. -.- then emath test although all questions cn do, but nt all complete. sad.
p.e. dunno do what stupid exercise. haha carry bench run around. wtf. then play bball.
then english do nothing at all, say junwei mother haha josephine. lol jemmy want open ''ahem'' centre if he got money. lol
then physics give back test.haha i damn honest. i got ten marks. then tchr mark wrong then in the end get nine nia. from pass to fail. lol sad
then chinese do zuo wen. lol tok tok about love. wtaf. haha huang ying was crapping all the way.
maths kena alot of pumping. nb. 40 for nt changing to uniform. 20 for toking to vincent. 40 for nothing. lol what the shit.
then no fps. stay in class slack. tok about shawn lim.lol that asshole.haha. then samuel damn poor thing. he go chase jonny, mq and me cuz we go say about ''ahem''. what the SHIT! haha
then chem remedial. i didnt go. play bball. me, terence, florence, shawn lim -.-, vs joel zhun hung and jia jun. haha then kuan bing join become 4v4...... lol then chem remedial end. jonny mq and yihsiang and kenneth join us. haha. play 6v6. me, jonny, joel, terence, taiwan, shawn lim-.- vs zhun hung, kuan bing, kenneth, florence, mq, jiajun. haha i left early. jing xian sub me. go home two hours straight tuition. then eat dinner, nw using computer

2009-08-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

lol today was an eventful day haha

morning had two tuition after another wth...tired

then after that slack at home till 5 plus

go make new spectacles, wtf i think it is going to be damn ugly.....

then went to see the centro showflat...wth cheapest unit 1 million plus..we nearly ran away but we decided to stay and enjoy the aircon. haha we go see all the room and the facilities, waa damn grand, no wonder so expensive..then went home... nw blogging

haha manu lost. expected. what can we expet from manu? owen???? haha past expiry date. neville should retire. scholes and giggs can help to polish real madrid's players boots. haha nani would be better off as a circus man, since he can do somersaults. rooney can stay at home and complain. ferguson should coach gombak united got more future. the glazers family should be owners of the queen PARK rangers haha. park ji sung can go back korea and eat kimchi. lol liverpool still rocks!!:D haha

2009-08-10T01:39:00.001-07:00

her diamonds

2009-08-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

maybe life's like that

im such a disappointment

just a smile?

2009-07-30T20:14:00.000-07:00

lol, in school lab now...
school so far damn boring, lucky today mq the dog birthday....then bua him classroom door.
english do no shit.... KALIMANTAN!!!!:D haha lol jemmy noble.
maths do linear law, give back emaths test, got 13/20 wth so lousy
now having geog....damn sian

bb

2009-07-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

im tired
im exhausted
i need your help more than ever before

if you give me a chance
let me start over
a new fresh life
we'll be together

your smile

2009-07-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

lol, wth blogger starting to return to its normal self.....

monday, go to school, nine pple never come school, wtf lah, then qiangyu go home cuz his temp 38 degrees or something close. lol then wenmin sad cuz her husband sick..haha kidding...school was usual...after school, some bastards came my hse play bball, haiz all so noob, kena owned by me, haha except justin and terence.

today like more fun leh. history was sleeping, then janice lim woke me up.pe play captain ball. lol all the girls plus jonny and jia shen vs yihsiang ernest, shawn-.-, samuel, me and ryan johnson.like 20 plus pple vs 6 boys. got shawn somemore-.-. then fps was damn funny.ms samantha lim was saying that she was a pussycat. wttf!! then photo-taking. lol only take photo nia must so excited meh. haha lol somemore 11 pple nvr come.

nid go study ss test le. bb

empty promises

2009-07-23T06:46:00.000-07:00

blogger is so weird....lol
school was usual...i spent my time in physics thinking of something.... we can make so many promises, but what matters is if we really fulfil our promise.....i can say i want to score 6 points for olevels, which is highly impossible...ya anyway thats nt the point....what i mean is that i think we shouldnt make so many promises if we know it is so hard to fulfil it....

And i realised that i havent been studying real hard since term 3 started....man, dun wanna get lousy results again, but veverytime listen to tchr halfway will sleep... i think i seriously have to start studying....if nt my common test sure die....

haha i go study le...bb.

nothing but the truth

2009-07-18T21:22:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i got two weeks of hbl for the first three weeks of term 3....lol... and now janice lim wants me to take two history class tests tomorrow.. wth..... and i heard exams is in three weeks away..double wth..lol

lets talk about the week...lol monday to wednesday spend time at home doing hbl....but i wasnt even doing..playing tree tag with three grace people and justin....now teachers chasing me for homework...DIE...:(

thursday go back school, see a new boy in our class, he first day already got so many rumours about him, poor shit..... played basketball with sec 3s...as usual kena owned...lol

friday english do some headline stuff, then aftr that maths class test..lol individual of x, heng junwei explain to me.....then geography got new tchr, he damn friendly..:D assembl period taken over by janice lim, LOL!!! after school played basketball a while with sec 3s, lol florence joined in haha!!!

saturday, play bball in the morning at my house with joel, samuel, saravana, and my bb captain and two bb primers, lmao....nicolas yong joined later..... then went home and bathe, met my family for lunch...lol my brother went to a physiotherapist for his knee and shoulder, my sister also gofor her ankle, they two the body got something wrong, onl i okay :).... then went out for one whole day..came back, did a bit of my chinese tuition work..then sleep...

byebye...lol, i still watch wrestling...haha

2009-07-11T03:07:00.000-07:00

gilbert, hope ya fine man..... dun fall victim to h1n1.....not good for you..haha

got quarantined, lol cuz olayed bball with gilbert. THe school is not making anysense. Why they dont let us come skul???? funny..

yah, anyway thhe vulgarities are off man, no more

liverpool coming singapore, who watching?

2009-07-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

im crying right now. yah, but who gives a shit? it's been a long time huh?
should have seen it coming

m just the victim idolising to be a victor, but if that happens, might as well go eat shit and die

2009-07-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

i lost everything. BAsically everything that you could ever imagine. Might as well take my life.
Everything you ask for been stolen away, no i gave it away fuckingly.
Friendship, sibling relationship, everything that make up a perfect life, hell yeah, say byebye.
Good thing is, now my phone and my ez link card is lost.

Well, thats life i guess. u learnt the hard way in order to become a good person. But the roblem is, i can never become a good person. Ya, im just a pretty much fucked up kkid that deserves to be alone, thats kennedy kok zheng liang for you man. I was born to be isolated, to be threatened, to be scolded. Lost my point, purpose and my focus in life. Yeah, i should get an A for ss. Point and focus

U see me in skul, just walk away man, cuz i've got nth nice to say to you too.

so many homework

2009-07-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

lol, back.

HBL can go sukc my ever-juicy dick.
fucked up man, so hard

everyday teacher call.....whats the use of not going to school. No diff
1)still got teacher's nagging
2)still got homework and due dates

might as well tell us go school.....

and china was not fun at all, ok maybe a bit of it was fun, the shopping and all those, but the tour sucks
all in cheena language, i dun even understand a single shit, should ask randeep go china. He will pass his chinese -.-

ocme back from china, next day got ldc 2 le. waa, that one even more sian, so slack, but got jokers in my squad, so my squad damn lively, good thing!:)

come back from ldc 2, next day got combined ug camp, -.--.-.
but damn fun la, cuz in camp comm mah, i was slacking throughout the whole camp, haha afk command post.
then tried to finish of fmy holiday homework, failed, until now history notes alos havent touch yet. waaa, jl gonn kill me.

school starting soon, finally.....lol contradicting, nvm

2009-07-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

sometimes payback's a bitch, dude, its life ma.

time flies, so you're gonna die

cheena

2009-06-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

going china tmrw.........looking forward?????

fuck, homework alot still not done yet...
only finished geog,, eng assignment 1 and 2, visit museum and do history sa1 corrections...
wdf, diedie....

I feel like telling a person to shut the hell up, cuz he is talking trash right. So here goes, haha NC16 for vulgarities...

fuck you bitch, fuck out of my life
leave my alone, talk your trah elsewhere.
i aint welcoming you, so fuck off you bitch...
thats who i am, accept it or f*** off,
you should noe im toking abt you, dun act as if you dun give a fuck,
you harass me once more, im gonna make you look like a piece of crappy duck!!!!

Fainting

2009-06-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

loads of holiday assignments, wdf man!!!!!
going shanghai soon, gonna be a cchhiinnaa retard...:P

ps, tothat fucking bitch, stop irritating me, fuck off and live your own dumb life. DUMBO! fuck it man, know your limits, dont be a whore dammit. Sick of it!!! bitch your whole family and friends! U SICKENING PUBOR, got alot of friend tua issit, nb get so gd results still want act emo. fuck la!

2009-05-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

my life, it's who i want to be.
put on a mask if you want to, but fuck it, stop showing off your misery...dammit bitch...
i cant take this anymore, fuck life, fuck friends, fuck everybody!!!!
that's what life, dude : FUCK ASS!!!
pack your bags and go home, bitch, and never return...
SICK OF IT!

lost i the wilderness

2009-05-28T03:26:00.001-07:00

hihi, back lol........................

shall tell u about the last two days.

Yesterday. school was okay...chapel service was quite boring, talking abt the chronicles of NARNIA..zzz. geog did map reading, english watched happy feet... Recess played basketball, wasnt very good, got owned, hee but used to it la. Maths did the chapter 6 emaths, damn difficult, chem was equally slack as chinese, maybe because i was sleeping throughout the whole of chinese....huangying lessons is getting more boring.

After school, gt total defence training...wtf, waste my time, zao zhi dao must as well pon the whole thing. The grouping was damn wth, but i basically did nth in the grp. Cause i was the only boy????? gt transferred la, by my original group members. zzzzz.

Then went hme, bathed, went with my brother to go aikido lesson. Waa, damn tiring seh, doing all the stupid moves, sweat like hell. Went home, bathed and slept..2 tired.

Today, went school early in the morning, then gabriel told me smething, which made me very happy...

haha, barca won :) yeah, 2-0 eto'o and messi....
and another thing that made me happy

haha they both won nuggets and cleveland woohoo:D

School was the same la, white space did some results analysis, then chinese watch movie, thn maths do 6.2 emaths, history gt class test, english watched cst, and cf was slack period.

thats all gonna go off soon. Bye!

life's such a terror.........

2009-05-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

Define LIFE
Lost
Idiotic
Foolish
Hopeless

Today was somebody's birthday. In order to protect that person's privacy, i shall name the person as X. So, Happy Birthday X, may all your wishes come true quickly. haha, she said she wanted a crumpler from me......-.-

Morning assembly was super boring. The Mr LYK was busily crapping away when nobody was listening. then temperature taking exercise. Mr Ong catch hsiange for long hair....bullshit.

then ss. Bla bla mrs lua scolded us, but who cares???? then physics, mr choo on course, so was talking to people. then eng oso do nth. Maths do graphs of modulus function.... took a while to understand...

Then 3E play basketball during recess. Gabriel, Junwei, Ernest, Samuel, Jedd, Terence, Jonathan, Hsiange, Me, Jia Shen, Ming Quan.... i got the last point of the game, but my fast break everytime miss, until mq and jonathan damn angry :).. then chem, learnt empirical formula....chinese huang ying didnt come, played with junhuei psp...the car game.

After school, went to lunch at northpoint with phoa, yiliang, russell, terence, jedd, ben mar and jim. The ben mar and me watch jim, terence, yiliang, russell and phoa play against public. They somehow owned the public in the early game, then the opponenet very angry, like want whack them leh....i just diamdiam..haha... Jedd play maple-.-... Then i went home, now brogging...

Bye pple.... and happy bday, Student X.....(ur crumpler will be delivered personally to you in your next life :) )

24/05/2009

2009-05-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

i cant stand people who puts on masks.
BTw, today damn sia, chao zi lame sia.
Morning go market.
played bball.
Chinese tuition
Go library
go grandmother hse
sleep (zhu)
brogging

lame horh!!!!wtf.....
anyway, for those of you who think your results are bad, look at mine......
Eng 60
CHi 63
Chem 56
Physics 47
Geog 52
History 56
SS 52
a math 83
e math 89

wth, only maths good nia, suck ballz.........

anyway, on the 2nd of june, this stupid person named Kennedy is soooooo freee that he actually wants to invite u all to come to his hse and play whatever games you want to play........

Nitex pple